Summary: What happens when Heechul is so overwhelmed by the fact
that there were only 10 members performing on stage during their concert? And
what happens when out of that 10, Hangeng is not one of them? He keeps trying
to be the tough and cool hyung to the younger members, but now, it seems that
it has gotten way too out of hand.
A/N Ah, it had been way too long since i have written a story...
:shocked: But now, i am back! Hahas, okays nevermind me. My first fic of the
year! Yes i know, i have my other fic to finish, but with the overwhelming
amount of quizzes and homework now a days, i can't seem to find time to write
the chapters.. :bleh: Sorry if this story seems a little @#%$@, but i wrote
this during a tutorial of mine (the tutorial was way too boring and i hate the
subject..). [u][b]UNBETA-ED!!! [/b][/u] Hope you like it!!! =D
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He thought he was fine. He said he was fine. He made himself believe he was fine.
Everyone knew otherwise.
He quickly
walked off stage, wiping vigorously at his face. He had no idea why his eyes
had started to sting; he had no idea why his heart had suddenly constrict so
tightly; he had no idea why this sudden wave of misery had so suddenly come
over him. During their concert; in the middle of one of their songs no less.
He pulled
his hood tightly over his head as Sorry
Sorry – Answer came on. He knew he still had ample time to gather his
emotions and get back on stage, showing off that smile he had learnt to perfect
over the years.
From
overhead, Heechul heard something that made him freeze. Shock and surprise
overwhelmed him as he listened; over the music blasting from the numerous
speakers, came a chant, over and over again, the same name was being repeated.
The name he had missed so much. For the past few weeks, he had hated that
person who was bound to that name. The man who had made him cry every night
alone, under the covers, hoping the younger members would not hear him.
Hangeng! Hangeng! Hangeng! Hangeng! Hangeng!
His lips
formed a smile, a genuine one that had been missing ever since Kangin got into
that accident, and it had got even worse when he ‘left’. He felt a tear slide
on his cheek. He would never admit it, but he was afraid, so afraid that that
man would really leave Super Junior and inevitably leave him. Closing his eyes,
he felt hot tears forming once again at the corner of his eyes; he wanted so
badly to just leave the building and call the said man and shout all sorts of
vulgarities at him, a single A4 piece of paper would not be adequate.
He felt a
hand on his shoulder and turned. Anchovy boy was looking at him with a sad
smile on his face. He quickly wiped his tears and tried to laugh it off, but
the younger boy dismissed it with a shake of his head.
“Hyung,”
Hyukjae muttered.
Just one
word and Heechul felt as though his tear ducts had exploded; tears kept running
down his face as he covered his face with Hyukjae’s shirt. He did not want to
appear weak in front of the younger ones, but he could not help it, his one
pillar of support was missing and the chances of him leaving were high.
Hyukjae
patted Heechul’s back soothingly; knowing exactly why his hyung was so upset.
Seeing him break down during Shining Star
was enough to tell all the other members what the law suit meant to him.
“Hankyung-hyung
would be fine and will be back with us on stage in no time. He asked
Teukie-hyung to pass this to you.” Hyukjae said as he passed a small note to
Heechul.
Pulling
away from Hyukjae’s shirt, he took the piece of paper from him and opened it.
Chullie, do well for the concert! Sorry that I
am not able to say this to in people. Manager-hyung said that I should not go
out so often as the media would be on my foot as soon as I step out of the
house. Plus, he took away my phoone so I cannot contact you. =( Hoping to see
you soon! 我爱你。
Love
Geng
“Babo, your
hangul is still as bad as ever, even with me teaching you…” Heechul laughed.
He looked
up only to find Hyukjae missing; the song was already in the middle of the
first chorus. He smiled once again, silently thanking the anchovy and the fake
angel for all that they have done. This must have been what they had gone to
get when they disappeared from the stadium for two hours.
Hangeng may
not be here in the flesh, but it seems, he will never be able to be gone from
their sides totally. No matter what, once a Super Junior member, always a Super
Junior member.
Pulling
back his hood, he jumped on stage and started to sing; it felt as though a huge
weight had been removed from his mind, and it felt so good to be able to smile
genuinely.
Babo.
Saranghae…
*~*
A/N I felt
upset when I saw the video of Heenim crying during the Beijing Super Show. And
so this was the final product of crying along side with him. Hahas, hope this
made all the fans out there who are feeling sad about the law suit a little
happier. HeechulXHangeng is real I tell you. =D Hope you guys liked it, comment
please! Thank you!! =D
